i am pretty confused how to be the best :( learner at school
*sigh* how to be a smart person.. i say that because i am stupid, and everybody knows it.
especially him. i feel he looks down me because of my brain.
why they are smart and the rest are not :( why? can anybody explain for me?
this year, i'll try to study everyday, will be diligent, and seriously learn what i must learn and what is my minus.. especially for math, physics.
although i have my slow-medium brain, i can!


trully, i feel desperate..hha..
why GOD created smart and medium-brain people? :( i wonder..