we changed our plan yesterday and decided to go to
TIPTOP==>TJONG A FIE==>CEMARA==>SUN PLAZA
the tjong a fie house has 35 rooms, but the tour guide just showed us 1 room because others had its own privacy and they belonged to his descendant and his wifes
we had to pay 35 for each.. and it was a little bit expensive for me


we started from 12.30 up to 6.40 p.m. daniel fetched us..
we had our brilliant holiday yesterday. and we took so manyy mannyy pictures. 'till my shutter count is 1350
wow..because the first used camera was just few weeks ago.


and hell... tomorrow i have so manyyy hw! biology, math, bahasa..this is not really important.but i finished this just because of the score, and computer worksh*t.ups.
we are learning about m.excel. i hate the subject..and the next subject is about photoshop and i love it.


well.. tonight is not a beautifull night..because my brother really really made me angry, upset, annoyed, and blah!
he is so so good at opposing me! and i really hate that. untill my mood is become bad. really bad, i screamed loudly to him because i couldnt control my anger anymore..



oh, and the pictures of our small tour, i will upload it soon. i cant do it tonight..i still have many to do. the pictures is about 210
buhbye fellas.

sincerely,
brenda with feeling like hell

hey fellas! what is up right now?
terrible is on my school life
oh my.
first,  i have my project, the teacher gave us last week. it's about excel. i have ever learnt that but 2 years ago i think. and now i have forgotten that all. troublesome ._.
second, mmy chemistry quiz got 70! whyyy??? and the 1st rank got 95!
third, i am the secretary , and when somebody is not attending the class, i'll write "absent". and this tragedy happen to me and the girl. when it was in daytime, she was absent and i thought that she was skipping the class. she didn't inform me at the first where she went..so, i wrote absent. is that wrong? is that a wrong thing?
then the tomorrow.. she came with unhappy face, and mock me. what to do?
i didn't have any business with her.

then after the class monitor asked our homeroom teacher about that prob, i hope that she could awake.., and realize that she was the one who wrong, not me.


do you understand what i was telling just now?


but i have a good news
i got the highest score in composition

my dad bought it for me..and i'm freaking happy, but also sad.
because the total price is so expensive and it made my dad stress
:( so so so sorry daddy..i'll take care the camera gently, and i'll show you that i could get 1st rank in the class..
i'll make you proud.

here are first pictures i took last night







but these are using the canon powershot SD780IS

OMG! OMG! OMG!
I CANT STOP SAYING THAT!

i got 2nd rank at my class, and rank 207 from 1083
there are still 876 students left behind

so happy that my father will buy for me "camera" i want.
no matter how long my father will buy, i'll wait for it with patience :D

oh GOD! i'm freaking happy after i heard my dad say ,"if you can get the 2nd rank, i will buy you DSLR , im serious"

it really made my day!
thank you dad, i really wish that you're serious about your words.

dont know what to say, but i m so happy..


i am not really sure that i can get the 2nd rank by the way..but.. let's see the result after the divison of report.




i'm hoping for the canon eos 550d

we went for swimming maybe 2weeks ago. i forget.

i am pretty confused how to be the best :( learner at school
*sigh* how to be a smart person.. i say that because i am stupid, and everybody knows it.
especially him. i feel he looks down me because of my brain.
why they are smart and the rest are not :( why? can anybody explain for me?
this year, i'll try to study everyday, will be diligent, and seriously learn what i must learn and what is my minus.. especially for math, physics.
although i have my slow-medium brain, i can!


trully, i feel desperate..hha..
why GOD created smart and medium-brain people? :( i wonder..

still thinking about the result of my examinations.
well, if you attempt, you will pass the test. but how am i? will i pass the test. i think for chemist, economy, sociology, civics, english.. i can.. because i have done them well ~

but for others, i just sat lamenting the fate of my results..
my BAHASA! i am indonesian, but i could't do well that exam! how could it be??
my GEOGRAPHY! i have studied that F all day, and the result might bee.. "worse"
my PHYSIC! I just could't do 5 questions.. but when i check my answers with friend, i have so many differences!

so, it still 3

for 2 others, we will have them on monday and tuesday, and it will be our last exam this month..

JBU

today, i feel really exciting.. quite happy, extremely happy! mwahahaa

from now on, i am member of DESIGN CLUB.. yeah, well, it is come from my school..
but my friends didnt pass the test.. and i feel pitty :(
because i have no friends there..

well, actually, it's fine..


AAA!
i want the whole world know that my name is on bulletin board right now!
i got 80 for the score..

thanks for GOD..


buhhbyeee <3<3<3

last day, my papa said that he would buy us "DSLR" i was really happy to hear it. but actually, i am still thinking, papa is serious or just ..whatever..
i hope i'll get that camera soon! ah
really love photography.

i know that it is not trendy anymore. the polaroid is trend now a day.. but i pretend to like the dslr.
dont know why..mwahahaa..

for papa
i wish that u r serious about you words..

from yooo uglyy daughter..

<3<3<3